Wednesday, July 22, 2009

SAVE ME

I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO
THE LOVE OF MY LIFE HAS WALKED AWAY FROM ME
I NEVER KNEW WHAT LOVE WAS UNTIL I MET HER
SHES THE ONE THAT MEANS THE MOST TO ME
SHES MY WORLD
MY EVERYTHING
BUT IM TO MUCH OF A FUCK UP TO BE WITH HER
WITHOUT HER I AM NOTHING

I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO

I don't know what to do.
The past few days have been hell.
Brittany and I are fighting and i dont know what to do
I love her with all my heart but im scared shes going to walk away
shes my everything
help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

shes back tomorrow

Ive basically spent everyday and everynight
with her over the last month.
she went to melbourne 2 days ago and since she's been gone ive felt like ive been missing something
like ive come accustome to her being with me all the time
and when shes not with me i become miserable
maybe im just a little to obsessive. i dont know
but its at the point where i cant be without her
shes my everything
i just want her to come back to me safely
i cant watch her walk away again
i cant sit back and let her move to melbourne
i cant be without her at all
i dont want to have to let her go
but if she has to do it for her family anfd the ones she loves the mpost then i will have to let her go...
i really dont want to but i think i may have to

ok so here we go

I have just started to use this site so I'm just getting use to it. But here goes nothing.
I've had one of those mornings i wish i never had.
Arguments with the girlfriend, arguments with my room mate, arguments with my mother.
It's one of those days where i wish i had of stayed in bed and stared at the ceiling. All of the confrontations wouldn't have happened.